emo again.

my chest hurts today. why do I let my head spin so much? the only thing it does is make me crazy. a little out of place word, look, feeling… just when I was in such a good mood this morning. I feel like I need to take the day off to give myself a second to slow down. I’m not meant to feel this way. but, messy is my middle name. I guess I’m just down in the dumps. my hormones are going wacky and I can’t control my thoughts. I need a big hug…and maybe a giant cookie. :-/